Realization

i stared into the mirror.

this feeling of insecurity started to sink in

who is this?

i never exactly could tell

as I stared at my own reflection

someone i barely know, someone who felt so foreign to me all of a sudden

someone who foolishly held onto hopes

someone who foolishly believe that miracles do exist

Life is getting more and more routine as the day passes. I'm pretty much looking towards opening of school. Get to know more people, crap more, laugh more and be happy more.

minus the academic nonsense.

And yes, I'm glad that there are still little things that I do look forward to at work. Laughing with the girls, doing nonsense, calculating kilobytes, playing pranks. Yah, these little things kinda matter now to me. And I never knew that Riko was so really old already. He became so skinny after all that hair was shaved. Or maybe he was already that skinny just that the hair was of good disguise for him. He's 12 years old alr. Old doggg. And i didnt get to see ong ystd. saded!

OT OT OT!

Oh yes. P.S the sky was really really pretty yesterday! :D

next week's gonna be busy. better survive through it and sleep a tad earlier. it's gonna help i suppose. mahjong craving! to be satisfied next week. hoorays.