listening to david archuleta's crush currently. it's really a very nice song and so memories-jolting somehow. the melody is simply awesome.

off i will be from tuesday onwards. hopefully everything would just fall in place when it officially starts.

goodbye singapore.



i like to stare into empty space and waste my time away. i like day dreaming cos' they are hopes of the future. i like to watch sunset cos' it shows the beauty of colours blending together. i like to feel the sea breeze and the sea water cos' they would wash all my troubles away. i like to sit on a carousel, feel fairy-ish and hope that one day, happiness would unfold before me and take me away, forever.

c'mon c'mon i wanna liberation.

.

shit.

this bit of insecurity creeping into me currently. i'm turning into a brown piece of shit. yes, shit is brown. i ain't making sense. and i wanna start exploding.

boom

.

it's really really ironic.

i think when this entire shit ends, i wouldn't exactly be feeling very very happy i reckon. more of that tinge of fear and yet relief at the same time. but happy ain't really a word to be used.

right now, i jus wanna get this shit off me. really.