my mum used to say how she can just play sesame street (recorded version) over and over again when i was much younger. and the most amazing thing ever would be that i never felt bored watching it, according to her.

maybe that's how straightfoward life was when you were much younger. less complex and lesser grey areas. things are just clear-cut as it is, in either black or white. or maybe you won't exactly bother whether is it repetition a not to begin with cos' if it's simple and nice.

back to my point. amazingly, my two cousins are spamming my facebook wall totally. the content is hilarious and i truly admire their sarcasm and how they can be constantly updated with each others' updates and reply to it via my wall.
yesterday was back to school anw. almost 7 months since i left school and had to return to collect all the necessary documents. it's weird how 2 years back at the same time, i was looking at my seniors' SGC and their achievements. somehow, this time now, that very document detailed my achievements and bore my name.

nothing has changed much. maybe its my mindset that has changed much also.
maybe i just need to deal with changes. maybes and maybes.

adios!



love me for my imperfections.
remember me for my perfections.
yet thou love me not.

yayyyy. strings quartet is loved! :D :D :D
if got concerts, i will wanna go!
the power of violin, compared to those black and white keys. boring!
anw, the esplanade performance was really really good. if only could watch it again, would love it totally.

when time is there to do the telling

random note: uni days are starting like ohmygod so sooooooon!
i'm not prepared at all to start studying, to start paying attention in lectures/seminars or even to start mugging my heart out.
oh no. this seemed damn bad actually. tsk.

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ados.
nothing much to update these days.
everything is pretty much stagnant.
only that american idol season 8's results were out.
sad that adam lambert didnt get it. cos 'mad world' sang by him was really really undeniably good.
BUT still love archuleta from season 7! :D
his vocals are truly amazing like ohmygawdddd.

cheers to david A! :D

angels in the alleyway-david archuleta
mad world-adam lambert

TIME

it's way too fast. half a year since JC ended, since A's ended and since everything nightmarish has ended. at least everything ended in a alright way, nothing very fabulous but nothing really horrible as well.

i guess it's jus how things work for me sometimes-hanging in the middle.

good in a way also cos' in the very least, i won't have to encounter any nasty horrendous shocks. i don't need everything to be smooth-sailing but i would hate it if something weird, nasty comes into my way.

back to apps. soooo annoying to have this still for the past 2 months.

Your application is currently being processed. We will inform you of the outcome of your application in due course.

oh well. let's hope that everything would soon be okay.

Every Moment-Joy Williams

gold with honours!
cheeeers to them man. kinda wasted cos' i should have taken time off to watch the competition.
heard they were really good.

wasted little thing tho! ):

but i guess, it ain't worth looking back.
at least mfco got a gold and ajco got gold with honours this year. :D
yayyyy. at least it was a sweet victory.

tridumdum.

finally bought my book after gazillion procrastination and whatever nonsense.
cheeers to angels and demons.
though i've read it 2-3 times already, it's still absolutely fascinating.
hearts dan brown totally.
gonna catch the movie when it's out on 14th May. yayyyyy.

sch's starting. i'm gonna start screaming. gotta find all my stationaries, pack my stuff ready and prepare to mug hard.

jus did the retarded facebook test and the result showed that i'm a loner.
HAHA. retarded totally.
yes yes, loner, introvert + abnormal.
so i shall just conform to a horrific mugger when term starts.
cheers to loner-ism!


retarded little thing. must be the time. ciao!

REST

it's may, like ohmyfgawd. its horrifying how fast a pace everything is moving at. around 2 months before contract ends and before school starts. gawd. freaked out!

oh yeah, i'm finally not working for 2 consecutive off days in a week. usually, i would be at work now picking up calls non-stop.

i just want a little time for myself. to think things through, to think things hard and to have my thoughts straighten out. mentally exhausted yes.

maybe i jus need a little break from all this, just for a little while.


David Archuleta-Crush
I could jus listen to this forever.
But is there a forever to begin with.