Sunday 23 August 2009
Wednesday 19 August 2009
i hate to be judged.
waiting for several judgement day(s). kinda dread it having to wait, wait and wait.
urgh screw it.
i hate unnecessary judgement(s) to decide who i am.
let's see how things go,
let's see how life brings me to where it wanna to.
let's see how judgement day would turn out to be like.
on a less screwed up note, a wedding is coming up in october. hope it would be a brilliant one definitely!
learn my lesson-daughtry
i never did. and i guess, i never will.
urgh screw it.
i hate unnecessary judgement(s) to decide who i am.
let's see how things go,
let's see how life brings me to where it wanna to.
let's see how judgement day would turn out to be like.
on a less screwed up note, a wedding is coming up in october. hope it would be a brilliant one definitely!
learn my lesson-daughtry
i never did. and i guess, i never will.
Friday 14 August 2009
at the beginning
school is starting. bad.
don't exactly look forward to it. on the contrary, dread it.
but good thing, i had tons of fun last night.
maybe it was purely due to intoxication; you just can't exactly think clearly.
but yes, it's meant to be fun, why so serious?
had my slipper thrown from 3rd floor down.
had whatever embarrassing stuff shared.
played silly games, talk nonsense throughout, HT session.
i hope when sch starts, its possible to at least achieve a balance.
and maybe, to start afresh in all aspects.
don't exactly look forward to it. on the contrary, dread it.
but good thing, i had tons of fun last night.
maybe it was purely due to intoxication; you just can't exactly think clearly.
but yes, it's meant to be fun, why so serious?
had my slipper thrown from 3rd floor down.
had whatever embarrassing stuff shared.
played silly games, talk nonsense throughout, HT session.
i hope when sch starts, its possible to at least achieve a balance.
and maybe, to start afresh in all aspects.
Friday 7 August 2009
speechless.
banana-split thoughts.
maybe there ain't the need to be so specific/so clear headed with everything
living in a dreamy little world might not be that bad afterall.
or is it?
devils with their fork. angels with their hallos.
liars, i swear. all of them.
lying blatantly through their teeth
perfectionists. all of them
pointing out every single imperfection.
or maybe it's me. i would choose to live in a lie.
a part of me knowing it ain't right.
but i've decided to let it go cos' i'm tired of holding on to you.
and you ain't making a single bit of effort at all.
maybe there ain't the need to be so specific/so clear headed with everything
living in a dreamy little world might not be that bad afterall.
or is it?
devils with their fork. angels with their hallos.
liars, i swear. all of them.
lying blatantly through their teeth
perfectionists. all of them
pointing out every single imperfection.
or maybe it's me. i would choose to live in a lie.
a part of me knowing it ain't right.
but i've decided to let it go cos' i'm tired of holding on to you.
and you ain't making a single bit of effort at all.
Saturday 1 August 2009
survivor
and oh yes, so i did make it back in one piece and feeling really exhausted inside out after the continuous camps. first being the usual old sch 'team building' emphasis and second being the utmost crazy camp, trying things that i've never done so before. (yes, nightmarish components are part of it as well ohgawd)
1 Aug. seems like a reality check, reminding me constantly how school is gonna prolly start in about 2 weeks' time. BAD totally cos' i aint exactly looking forward to it. and yes, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to 3107. difficult to sneak out last night to join the rest but still, i hope everything turned out well.
1 Aug. seems like a reality check, reminding me constantly how school is gonna prolly start in about 2 weeks' time. BAD totally cos' i aint exactly looking forward to it. and yes, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to 3107. difficult to sneak out last night to join the rest but still, i hope everything turned out well.
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