MAYBEs

my head hurts. maybe it was the demanding job today that makes everything else so much worse. maybe it's the darn lenses which spoilt. or maybe i just got out of the wrong side of the bed. or maybe it's the long long application that's sucking all my brain cells. maybe it was that problem arising again that added onto my headache. or maybe i jus need to force-drink that i throw up and perhaps feel a tad better after that. or maybe i'm just terribly deprived of retail therapy. or maybe i just need the bed and some good night sleep.

or maybe i've just got an issue today.


when i thought i've let it all go, these memories are coming back to haunt. and i wanna make it stop but i cant.