it's weird how i'm staring at the computer screen, a part of me hoping that the sky will start collapsing and i will then stop staring.

and it's really weird also to be chatting online with a 14 year old thai kid who's really lucky to have computer and internet access (needless to say msn messenger) i don't think my kids would get a chance to talk to me online actually. was least expecting perhaps an email to say that everyone's fine but nah, that never came along.

that aside, it is finally weekends here. it's good to laze at home and wait for the sky to fall. i kinda miss that feeling actually. and for the past week, it has been mostly shuffling around, listening to those funny previous recordings and then back home.

so life's pretty stagnant and it's back to the life before jc even started. but definitely better than the last 2 years or should i be more specific, it's a lot better.