quite right. i'm holding a little too much to false hopes.
i doubt i will get a shot actually, something strikes me as it being impossible definitely now, ever since the appeal results were released for him.
hard. i ain't even touched by whatever that i'm saying even, so how am i to be sure that it would touch the reader and show him my passion for something.
i do have it; maybe i just cant express it in the right way.

weird little thing.
i'm just forcing things, trying to make it work when everything is just crumbling apart eventually.
this's badddd. this's essentially impossible.
i kinda give uppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
urgh. whatever.
pissssy!