EXISTENCE

i realise that for many different things in life, the minute that you pass it, there isn't any way where by you can turn back and reach for it. it ain't even possible for you to turn around cos' there's what life is about- to make you move forward and anywhere but backwards.

maybe that's the beauty of this perspective of life. maybe a lot of times we are told to go with your hearts and not let any other opinions/comments waver your decision.

maybe i've lost that much. or maybe i've gain it back in another way still. or maybe it's just me living in self delusion.

many walk in and out of your life. but not all leave an impact that you would remember and how their actions would never be forgotten as they are deeply imprinted in your memory bank. many left deep and painful ones, unknowingly while others left pretty comforting ones in you. some would just step into your heart for a while, give it a little warmth and then walk out of your life permanently. we just have different reasons for our own existence.

and maybe at the end of the day, we would just end up as lonely souls. leaving this world the way we entered it- all alone. maybe departing ain't really so scary at all. it's the things that you leave behind that makes everything seems sombre.

maybe these are the bits and pieces that make up life.

dangs. trilala. dangs. trihoho. toodles.