if i can that is.
today is the last day of school (as of 11.11pm. cool time i know). the farewell assembly was pretty great or should i say, it was only the videos that were mainly touching and funny. The GP video was directed by 3107's tutor Mr Ivan Ang. I think it's totally his style kinda thing, absolutely sleek yet funny. And Ms Dalgit is really funny.
And the video we made was shown. Supposed to have music but apparently the sound system failed
whatever whatever. at least everyone got gifts and i hope they like it :D
And we stayed back to have a long talk with Mr Ang. Mr Ang received a big board from us and he must look at it everyday since we came up with sooooo many photos. And hopefully, no nightmares of having to see so many cam-whore photos of us all. And Ms Ma was real funny.
Well, the past 2 years have been really hard. Things got better only this year actually when I could slow down a little, breathe a little and be myself again a little. Last year was a total nightmare. This year is like that as well jus that things ended on a slightly different note i guess.
Things change. People change. One's belief changes as well with time. It's inevitable i guess. But it has made me stronger so much so that I've become numb to it all. Resigned is the word. Mr Ang was talking bout relationships between men. It's complex I guess and yes, Human relationships should be of a higher priority than work. I used to believe in it but I lost sight of that later on for that past 1 year. It was compromised and everything just felt so mess up.
It jeopardized so much more than it should have.
Come to think of it now, that perfect grade seemed to be a slap on my face and my heart actually.
and the only thing that I wanna think about now is life after A's. No i should correct myself, life now before A's since i've only 3 weeks plus before everything starts.
I need my life back a little, desperately.
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