listening to david archuleta's crush currently. it's really a very nice song and so memories-jolting somehow. the melody is simply awesome.

off i will be from tuesday onwards. hopefully everything would just fall in place when it officially starts.

goodbye singapore.



i like to stare into empty space and waste my time away. i like day dreaming cos' they are hopes of the future. i like to watch sunset cos' it shows the beauty of colours blending together. i like to feel the sea breeze and the sea water cos' they would wash all my troubles away. i like to sit on a carousel, feel fairy-ish and hope that one day, happiness would unfold before me and take me away, forever.

c'mon c'mon i wanna liberation.

.

shit.

this bit of insecurity creeping into me currently. i'm turning into a brown piece of shit. yes, shit is brown. i ain't making sense. and i wanna start exploding.

boom

.

it's really really ironic.

i think when this entire shit ends, i wouldn't exactly be feeling very very happy i reckon. more of that tinge of fear and yet relief at the same time. but happy ain't really a word to be used.

right now, i jus wanna get this shit off me. really.

BIG SCREEN. extremely big monitor.

I reckon that my dad thinks that we're all blind. Absolutely blind rats.

And it's extremely bright. So it further sums up my hypothesis. The whole family is supposedly all blind.

On a sidenote, the keys are screwed up. The G and A# became silent. Soon, all the keys will just start to not produce any sound either. We need to get that thing tune like gawd, soon.

AND MY PIECES ARE SO SCREWED. ARGH.

May God bless. Now it's time to think about absolutely nothing else but that final lap.

I don't know how on earth am I gonna make a miracle happen within these 12 days more.

I really don't.

I wanna keep believing, but courage, I just have it no more.

原来自己是多么地不坚强.

多十四天.

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